Autobiography of broken toy car
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What makes a memory object? Does patina signify a long and storied life? What does it mean to restore a memory object to its long-forgotten original state? This paper is a reflection on themes of nostalgia, artefact biographies, the conquest of time, and the denial of aging.
Last year I started buying old Matchbox die-cast toy cars. I had a collection of these when I was very young: I used to push them around in a pram. I wanted to replicate this childhood collection. Luckily many junk shops have boxes of battered old toy cars for 50p each. I bought dozens.
I also began watching YouTube videos of Matchbox car restorers, who carefully repaint and reassemble these tiny toys to perfection. This is now a popular television genre: shows like The Repair Shop and Car SOS, in which a broken heirloom or classic car is painstakingly restored, ending with the reveal of the revitalised object to the tearful, thrilled owner. I love it, but I’m also a bit sceptical.
What’s lost when patina is stripped away? Authenticity, episodes in a biography, and generally the passage of time. A bare-metal restoration presents us with a time-trav
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Toy Cars
It’s heartbreaking, it’s confronting and at times horrifically unbelievable but, for the sake of your friends who have been through trauma and abuse, you need to read this book.
It’s heavy, it’s really quite uneasy and very little is left to the imagination, but for the sake of your children, you need to read this book.
It’s real, it’s familiar, it’s your neighbour, your student, your best friend’s daughter, so for the sake of your son, your little boy, you need to read this book.
Toy Cars, a biography by @nathanspiteri has hit me harder than any other book I’ve read. Maybe because it happened in my town, probably because his sister is one of my dear friends, but mostly because he was first abused when he was 8. EIGHT. E’s age. Fuck.
That’s what got me.
I had to put it down for a few days.
I couldn’t read it without thinking of my own little boys. I couldn’t read it without crying, without sobbing.
Nathan’s story has changed my inner tapestry, it’s completely altered what knits me up as a mum. The voice in my head, the conversations I have with my kids and the awareness that now weighs on me around how I lay these early foundations to ensure our kids trust us to share what they need, have all been reshaped by his wo